Why I write

 I’m aware that I’m not very expressive when it comes to accurately sharing what I really think and feel. I used to think it was not that important for people to know.   I don't give a fuss over something I can compromise to the edge of my limit. And I'm really good at it. Some people say we don’t need to explain ourselves too much, but eventually, I’ve been frequently misunderstood when trying to brush things aside. That’s why when I try to release it, often taking a longer time on selecting words, and when someone can capture, or at least appreciate it, it feels truly fulfilling. I still remember how happy I was the first time I read this comment from a person whom I requested to review one of my essays years ago (yes, I made a lot of essays back then and most of them were written with teary eyes as I poured my heart too much to my writings, but I don't think they actually make sense to most people LOL). Hehe 😊

Also, because I think that I must not be the only one going through this "part of life” or feeling/thought, so expressing something deeper and more vulnerable inside me will help me to find connections with others (hopefully) who might share the same frequency and we'll feel less lonely. Or, at least, I'm good if it's simply entertaining for others, LOL. Hence, this blog!